Among the Blue
Chapter 69 · The Burnt Ground
It wasn’t the hair, not at first.
It was the beard.
Eli leaned closer to the mirror, one hand braced against the edge of the sink as he dragged the razor along his jaw with careful, practiced strokes, watching the line of stubble recede in uneven patches that reflected less neglect than interruption. He had let it grow out more than once over the past months—out of convenience, mostly, or simple lack of priority—but it never lasted, because sooner or later it crossed that invisible threshold where it stopped being tolerable and became a constant, low-level distraction that demanded attention.
He had considered keeping it, more than once, if only to avoid the repetition of shaving in spaces that were rarely designed for it, but each attempt had ended the same way, abandoned somewhere between intention and irritation as the persistent itch made itself impossible to ignore.
Now, as he rinsed the blade and passed it again along the curve of his jaw, he exhaled softly, watching the reflection resolve into something cleaner, more familiar, if not entirely intentional.
That was when he noticed it.
Not the beard.
The hair.
He stilled slightly, head tilting as his gaze shifted upward, taking in the uneven length, the way it no longer fell into anything resembling structure, the sides grown out past the point where they could be considered deliberate, the top refusing to be gathered properly without strands slipping free.
On the Ascendancy, that wouldn’t have been possible, not unnoticed and certainly not left uncorrected, because hair, like everything else, followed structure defined not by preference but by position; for a Commander, the parameters had been clear, the sides kept short and regulated with precision, while the top remained long enough to be tied back, controlled in a way that aligned with both rank and expectation.
And beyond that—
Family.
Irizi.
The layer that sat on top of regulation, braids that carried meaning in placement and pattern, something that required both practice and patience, neither of which Eli had ever quite managed to make instinctive despite having learned the basics well enough to comply when necessary. His attempts had always landed somewhere between functional and passable, undone as often as they were maintained, never quite settling into the kind of effortless repetition he had seen in others.
Now there was none of that—not the imposed structure, nor the expectation layered on top of it, nor even the quiet awareness that deviation would be noticed and corrected; what remained instead was simply time, and the gradual accumulation of change that came from the absence of interruption.
Eli ran a hand back through his hair, slower this time, letting his fingers catch slightly against the uneven length as he felt the way it resisted even that minimal attempt at control, the strands slipping free almost immediately as if the shape itself had already decided it no longer needed to hold.
It wasn’t just longer; it was undefined, lacking the internal logic it had once followed, and for the first time since he had left the Ascendancy, the realization didn’t register as something that needed to be corrected to match an external standard, but as something he could choose to change on his own terms.
He straightened slightly, studying his reflection for a moment longer, as if confirming that the decision had already been made somewhere between observation and irritation, before reaching for the towel and drying his hands with a distracted motion that had already moved past the act itself.
Right.
That settled that.
He found Stent in the common area, seated with his questis, posture composed without stiffness, his attention divided in that precise way that suggested he was not fully focused on any single task and yet missing nothing of what occurred around him.
Eli lingered in the doorway for a moment, not out of uncertainty so much as a brief recalibration of how to phrase something that, in practice, should have been simple but had already accumulated more context than it strictly required, his hand lifting once toward his head before dropping again as if the gesture alone might suffice as explanation.
“Hey,” he said at last. “I need a favor.”
Stent looked up immediately.
“Specify.”
Eli exhaled softly, running a hand back through his hair again, this time more deliberately, making no effort to correct the uneven fall of it as he let the visual argument present itself without further elaboration.
“This,” he said. “It’s getting out of control.”
Stent’s gaze followed the motion, assessing without comment, the pause that followed registering not as confusion but as evaluation, a brief alignment between what was observed and what was being requested.
“Your hair length exceeds prior parameters,” he said.
“Yeah,” Eli muttered, the corner of his mouth twitching faintly. “That’s the problem.”
The silence that followed was brief but complete, not awkward so much as transitional, and Eli found himself filling it more out of habit than necessity.
“On Naporar,” he added, more casually than the memory felt, “you used to handle it.”
That shifted something—not visibly, not in any overt expression, but in the way Stent’s attention fixed for a fraction longer before he inclined his head, the acknowledgment precise and contained.
“I recall.”
Eli nodded once, as if that settled the matter, even though he was the one who had brought it up, and gestured lightly toward the fresher.
“So,” he went on, “if you’ve got a minute…”
Stent rose without hesitation, the transition from seated to standing as efficient as everything else he did, and crossed the space without comment, which Eli took, as he had learned to do, as both agreement and acceptance.
Eli watched him for a second, then followed, already reaching back to loosen the tie at the nape of his neck as they moved down the corridor, the decision no longer something he needed to reconsider now that it had been externalized.
The fresher wasn’t designed for this, but it was sufficient.
Eli sat on the closed lid, leaning forward slightly as he pulled the tie loose, letting his hair fall fully for the first time in longer than he cared to quantify, the weight of it settling differently now that it was no longer forced into shape. Without the constraint, it didn’t fall straight; it curved, unevenly, strands bending and resisting alignment in a way that had always made maintenance more effort than it should have been.
Behind him, Stent retrieved a small kit from storage—tools Eli hadn’t realized were there, though in retrospect that seemed less like an oversight and more like a failure of expectation.
“You will specify desired parameters,” Stent said.
Eli exhaled softly, one hand still resting loosely against his knee as he considered it, though the decision had already been made before he had entered the room.
“Even,” he said after a moment. “Short. All around.”
A brief pause.
Then, more deliberately—
“Lesser Space style.”
Stent did not respond immediately, but Eli could feel the shift behind him, not hesitation exactly, but recalibration, the request requiring adjustment rather than execution within known parameters.
“That deviates from prior configuration,” Stent said.
“Yeah,” Eli replied, a little quicker than intended. “That’s the idea.”
The silence that followed was brief, contained, and then Stent moved.
Before reaching for the clippers, he stepped closer and, instead of beginning immediately, turned briefly toward the sink, running his hands under the tap before returning, water still clinging to his fingers as he brought them up, threading them through Eli’s hair with controlled, deliberate motions that made Eli still for a fraction of a second in surprise.
“Hold still,” Stent said.
Eli huffed faintly.
“I am—”
He stopped as he felt the shift, the cool dampness worked through the strands as Stent’s hands moved with methodical precision, not rough, not tentative either, simply practical, adjusting the texture, pressing the natural wave down just enough to impose temporary order.
Eli frowned slightly, more in reflex than objection.
“…you didn’t do that before.”
“Your hair does not maintain uniform alignment,” Stent replied, fingers continuing their work, separating sections, smoothing them into something closer to manageable.
“Yeah,” Eli muttered. “I’ve been told.”
It wasn’t a complaint.
Just a fact: his hair had always been this unruly.
The difference was immediate, even if temporary; the uneven lift flattened, the strands settling into something that could actually be measured, cut, controlled without the interference of their natural tendency to shift the moment they were left alone.
Stent stepped back a fraction, assessing.
Then he began.
The first pass was clean, the clippers moving with steady precision, removing length without transition, without the layered structure Eli had once been used to, reducing everything to a single, consistent baseline that reshaped the outline almost immediately.
Eli watched it happen in the mirror, not focusing on the details so much as the effect, the way the undefined mass resolved into something simpler with each pass, the absence of structure replaced not with a new one, but with the removal of expectation altogether.
Hair fell in soft arcs, catching briefly against his shoulders before slipping down, the accumulation visible only in passing as Stent cleared it away with efficient motions that kept the space functional without interrupting the rhythm.
“You do not intend to maintain Ascendancy standards,” Stent observed after a moment.
It wasn’t a question.
Eli let out a quiet breath.
“No,” he said.
The clippers shifted, moving along the side now, the line clean and even, the difference between before and after already defined enough that there was no ambiguity left in the choice.
“It’s not like I can pull that off anymore anyway.”
That wasn’t entirely accurate, and Eli knew it the moment he said it, because the standard itself hadn’t changed—only his place in relation to it had. Stent, for his part, still maintained it with the same precision as always, the lateral shave stopping at mid-ear in accordance with his rank, the rest gathered back into a controlled tail that reached the nape of his neck, practical, contained, unmistakably aligned with Ascendancy protocol.
Eli had never seen anyone else handle it for him.
Not once.
Which, in retrospect, made sense; Stent maintained it himself, not out of preference so much as efficiency, and Eli had never offered, not because the thought hadn’t crossed his mind, but because it had always stopped at the same point—lack of experience, for one, and something closer to protocol for another, the quiet understanding that this was not something done casually, not without request.
And Stent had never asked.
So the distinction remained.
Here, now, with the clippers moving steadily along his own hair, the contrast felt sharper than it should have, not uncomfortable, but… present, another small reminder of the ways in which divergence had accumulated without ever being formally acknowledged.
Eli exhaled softly, letting it pass without comment.
Behind him, Stent said nothing, but the tempo of his movements adjusted subtly, aligning with the new parameters without resistance, as if the absence of imposed structure simplified the task rather than complicating it.
The sound of the clippers settled into a steady rhythm, uninterrupted, consistent in a way that allowed Eli to stop tracking each individual pass and instead register the gradual shift as a whole, the weight reducing, the shape collapsing into something that no longer required maintenance beyond repetition.
At the back of his neck, the motion slowed slightly, the touch lighter as Stent refined the line, not shaping it into anything stylized, but ensuring continuity, the edges defined only insofar as they needed to be.
When the clippers finally powered down, the absence of sound settled more abruptly than Eli expected.
He blinked once, focusing on the reflection again as it resolved into something that felt at once unfamiliar and entirely recognizable, the kind of change that didn’t introduce anything new so much as remove everything that had accumulated in between.
He lifted a hand, running it over the back of his head, adjusting to the new length, the lack of resistance where there had been too much of it before.
“…huh,” he murmured.
Not displeased, just recalibrating.
Behind him, Stent stepped back.
“It is complete.”
Eli tilted his head slightly, examining the result from one angle, then another, not searching for flaws so much as confirming alignment with something that no longer needed to match anything external.
“Yeah,” he said after a moment. “It is.”
A brief pause followed, not quite silence, not quite conclusion.
Then, with a faint edge of dry amusement returning—
“Let’s see if this keeps me from looking like I’ve been dragged through a hyperspace wake.”
Stent did not respond immediately, though the absence of departure registered all the same, his presence lingering just long enough to be noticed before shifting into motion again as he turned back toward the counter, already beginning to gather the tools with the same measured efficiency he had applied to the task itself, each item cleaned, checked, and returned to its place without wasted movement.
Eli watched him in the mirror for a second longer before pushing himself to his feet, brushing a hand over the back of his neck again as if still adjusting to the new length, then glancing down at the scattered remnants on the floor.
“Yeah,” he said. “I’ll clean this up.”
He reached for the small brush resting near the base of the sink, already stepping forward to start gathering the loose hair.
“Shower first,” Stent said.
Eli paused, looking up.
“What?”
“Residual hair will remain,” Stent replied, not looking at him as he continued securing the last of the tools. “It is more efficient to remove it before it spreads.”
Eli glanced down at himself, then back at the floor, then let out a quiet breath that edged toward reluctant agreement. This wasn’t one of these clean haircuts you’ll get with a barber droid, where fallen hair was aspirated on the spot.
“…right,” he muttered.
He ran a hand over his neck again, feeling the fine, almost imperceptible prickle of loose strands that hadn’t settled yet.
“Yeah, okay,” he said, already turning toward the fresher. “Good call.”
He paused at the threshold, glancing back briefly.
“Don’t throw anything out,” he added, nodding toward the tools. “I might need a repeat.”
Stent did not respond, but the implication held.
Eli stepped inside, the door sliding shut behind him as the sound of running water replaced the quiet hum of the ship, leaving Stent alone in the space, the last traces of the task already being erased with quiet, methodical precision.
The Faded Glory dropped out of hyperspace into low orbit over Tila’s Reach, a scarred world with one working beacon and a lot of silence. The approach vector crossed a continent of blackened forest—vast burn scars cutting through the green in long, precise lines. Firebreaks and impact craters pocked the land like old wounds.
Eli frowned at the readings. “That wasn’t a wildfire. Those are strafing patterns. Somebody hit this place from the air.”
Stent adjusted the scopes, expression unreadable. “Orbital bombardment, likely limited. Targeted infrastructure only.”
“Meaning they’re rebuilding what’s left.” Eli’s gaze followed the faint glimmer of metal at the edge of a clearing. “Cheap way to start over, if you don’t count the craters.”
“Surface reconstruction reduces cost,” Stent said evenly. “Efficiency follows destruction.”
Eli gave a small, grim smile. “You always make recovery sound so noble.”
The comm buoy crackled—barely a transmitter, more attitude than infrastructure. A woman’s voice came through, rough, annoyed, not official by any standard.
“Berth E-nine. Follow the strobes. Don’t kick up dust—filters are failing.”
The outpost spread beneath them: prefab hangars, skeletal cranes, a landing grid welded from ship deckplates. Perimeter walls were half-finished, one section blackened where something had tried to burn through. Beyond the fence, the forest pressed close, char lines still fresh.
Eli eased the ship into a slow descent, threading past a tower made of three different comm masts bolted together. Work crews moved ant-small along a shattered crawler, sparks popping from a field repair.
“Half-rebuilt, half-dead,” Eli murmured, hands steady on the yoke.
“Less commentary, more precision,” Stent said. No bite—just habit.
The gear touched down. The deck shuddered once and held. On the horizon, smoke drifted in a thin line where the woods hadn’t finished remembering how to be green.
Eli powered down the drives. “Home sweet budget cut.”
“Berth E-nine,” Stent said, unstrapping. “Let us conduct business and depart.”
They lowered the ramp and stepped out into a world that had survived by being too stubborn to stop. The forest watched from the edge of the fence, black scars between the trunks like old warnings.
Tee rolled down the ramp behind them, cracked dome swiveling, his optical sensor flickering from red to blue. He beeped twice, projecting a narrow beam of coordinates across the deck.
Tee rolled forward to the ramp, dome tilting toward the treeline, and projected a narrow arrow onto the bulkhead: R-09 SCRAP OPERATIONS.
Eli snorted. “Of course it’s the scrapyard.”
“Concealment through salvage,” Stent replied. “Efficient.” He studied the projection. “Your droid’s certainty is impressive.”
Eli’s mouth twitched. “My droid? That’s a new one. Didn’t know I’d been promoted to ownership.”
Stent gave him a sidelong look. “It follows your commands. That qualifies as possession.”
“Then I should start charging rent.”
Tee’s lights blinked again — a quick pulse, then another, like hesitation.
Eli frowned, leaning down to check the dome. “That’s not right. He’s hesitating.”
“Meaning?”
“Glitch, maybe,” Eli said, tapping the cracked casing gently. “Damage from the wreck. I’ll run a systems check later, see if anything’s burnt out and try to find parts. Last thing we need is a droid second-guessing itself.”
“Agreed,” Stent said, already heading toward the corridor. “Let it function until it ceases to.”
“Practical as ever,” Eli muttered, following. “Remind me not to ask you for medical advice.”
People moved with wary purpose — mechanics, traders, laborers who’d learned to work while watching their backs. Every face looked tired, too tired to pretend they weren’t tracking the newcomers.
The corridor from the landing pad was a tunnel of prefab metal panels, wide enough once for cargo crawlers but now pinched by reinforcement beams and dangling conduit. Sections of wall bore long scorch marks where fire had licked through, the paint bubbled and flaking.
Some of the damage had been patched — new plating riveted over the old in uneven sheets, silver against scorched black. The seams showed hand welding and hasty repairs; whoever rebuilt it hadn’t cared about symmetry, only about keeping the wind and ash out.
Overhead, power cables sagged between junctions, their insulation frayed. One of the overhead lamps flickered uncertainly, casting the street in alternating bands of light and shadow. The entire outpost seemed to hum with strain — generators laboring somewhere underfoot, the ground vibrating in tired rhythm.
They stepped out into the main thoroughfare. The street ran between rows of low buildings, most only one story tall, a few with upper decks patched together from old ship hulls and scaffolding. Roofs were uneven; some bent inward from blast shock, others replaced with sheets of composite tarp. The air shimmered faintly from heat radiating off metal.
Eli paused beside a cracked storefront where a man was replacing shattered transparisteel with corrugated plating. “Hard to tell if they’re rebuilding or just keeping the place from collapsing.”
“Functionality need not be aesthetic,” Stent said.
Eli glanced up at a leaning tower of stacked containers welded into an office block. “Tell that to whoever’s holding this together with scrap and prayer.”
They kept walking. The deeper they went, the more the settlement shifted from ruin to improvisation — less rubble, more invention. Power lines crisscrossed above narrow alleys. Doors were cut from old ship hatches. Signs were hand-painted, flickering with weak neon. It wasn’t pretty, but it worked, and that made it impressive in its own way.
Tee rolled after them, treads crunching over dirt and gravel, the sound steady — a mechanical heartbeat following them through the outpost’s wounded streets.
They reached a junction where the corridor opened into a wider causeway. The space here looked marginally better kept — newer flooring panels, bulkheads reinforced with mismatched alloys. A few stalls had been welded directly into the wall recesses: parts vendors, ration sellers, even a small cantina carved from what had once been a security checkpoint.
Dockworkers moved between crates and grav-lifts, voices low but constant. The air felt alive in a different way here — purposeful, busy, a hum of survival disguised as commerce.
Eli slowed to watch a group of traders barter over a pile of stripped-down engine coils. “Place looks rough, but there’s money moving.”
“Circulation prevents stagnation,” Stent said. “Even decay has its economy.”
“That your way of saying we should buy something?”
“My way of reminding you we must appear to buy something.”
Eli gave him a wry look. “Right. The respectable traders from Lysatra Shipping.”
“Vanto Shipping affiliates, maybe?” Stent corrected automatically.
Eli rolled his eyes. “You want the logo repainted while we’re here?”
“If time allows. The hull’s markings remain inconsistent.”
“Add it to the list,” Eli said, dry. “Right under ‘replace reactor seals’ and ‘stop getting shot at.’”
They walked past a vendor dismantling an old starfighter fuselage. The woman running the stall didn’t look up, but her eyes followed them in the reflection of a mirror plate. Everyone here noticed newcomers; that was part of the ecosystem.
Eli kept his voice low. “We could use a few cargo fillers. Basic stuff — textiles, dried rations, scrap metal. It’ll make our registry look legit.”
“And reduce suspicion.”
“Also makes us look like we’re actually selling something instead of just burning fuel.”
Stent nodded once. “You have a budget.”
Eli raised an eyebrow. “A budget? We’re down to whatever’s left from the cartographer job, and you’re still counting.”
“Discipline extends resources. The emergency reserve remains untouched.”
“Yeah, and it’s going to stay that way.” Eli’s tone was resigned, but not hostile. “Fine. I’ll see what kind of deals people are running. Maybe we can get some ration stock cheap.”
“Limit spending to necessity.”
“You’re really a joy to travel with, you know that?”
“I am told I am efficient.”
“That’s one word for it.”
They moved through the small market in silence for a while.
Eli bartered halfheartedly with a Rodian scrap merchant for a crate of low-grade shielding plates. Stent observed without comment, scanning the faces, the exits, the way people stepped aside just slightly when they walked past — the small, involuntary shift that marked respect or fear.
When the deal was done, Eli keyed the purchase into the datapad and set it for delivery to their berth. “Cargo filler acquired. Cover story intact.”
“Then we proceed to R-09,” Stent said. “The sooner this transaction concludes, the sooner we can leave.”
Eli checked the coordinates Tee had projected earlier, then glanced around once more at the half-rebuilt marketplace. “Yeah,” he said quietly. “Let’s go meet Tee’s friends.”
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